there are three versions of this song, lyrics switched up ever so subtle that make all the fucking difference. i just love the sheer dreariness- the drag, the unknown point made. The feeling is felt.
Someday soon, someday soon
Familiar freaks will fill your living room
Rugs lash out with their lizard tongues, you’re not getting young
You’re not getting young
And I hate to remind you but you’re going to die
All by yourself in the infancy’s lie
Someday soon, someday soon
Television bleeding like a harvest moon
Flush the scissors down the hole, you’re getting old
You’re getting old
And I hate to remind you but you’re going to die
And you’re going to be needing all of your lies
You’ll be all alone when the cannibal’s cry
All by yourself in the infancy’s lie
Someday soon, someday soon
Someday soon, someday soon
+
Monday, March 21, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
"i want a rannnnge life"
Gone to shoot the shit with the ol' man for the past few weekends.
Nothing but good times:
+ family reminiscing
+ wellie's new home
+ fresh made beefy jerky skinned from a deer.
+ twizzlers
+ 'blue mountain beers'
+ monopoly
+ spades
+ science/nature talks
+ old photos
+ coffee on the porch
+ deer spotting
+ getting stuck in the mudd
+ overalls
Nothing but good times:
+ family reminiscing
+ wellie's new home
+ fresh made beefy jerky skinned from a deer.
+ twizzlers
+ 'blue mountain beers'
+ monopoly
+ spades
+ science/nature talks
+ old photos
+ coffee on the porch
+ deer spotting
+ getting stuck in the mudd
+ overalls
Friday, March 11, 2011
3 souls 1 lost 1 gain
Some roads that you take
Some bonds we'll choose to break
I swore I'd no long be the pallbearer
But I carried you to bed
So you could rest your head
You were taking off a load, heavy drinking
The world it carries on
Your memories and song
And your pictures on my wall, are not forgotten
There was hymns that came from mouths
That turned crosses upside down
But it came through their teeth with great ease
And all are bobbing heads in sync
And all have got a lot on their minds to think about
But you carry on in pictures and in song
And the unmade be you slept in
Where I laid you down to rest one last time
Goodbye, dear friend, Goodbye, dear friend
Some stories break your heart
And some with such applaud
Buried deep inside, where it's ok to cry
Some boy's won't shed a tear
Oh, but I tell it like this here
It can break down and get me where it hurts the most
And all are bobbing heads in sync
And all have got a lot on their minds to think about
But you carry on in pictures and in song
And the unmade be you slept in
Where I laid you down to rest one last time
Goodbye, dear friend, Goodbye, dear friend
But you carry on in pictures and in song
And the unmade be you slept in
Where I laid you down to rest one last time
Goodbye, dear friend, Goodbye, dear friend
+ Miss you everyday and more gramps.
Friday, March 4, 2011
television bleeding, harvest moon-
Last Friday I got tattooed-
On my left shoulder cap i got a Harvest Moon.
a De(e)ar friend Gia did it, in her new Brooklyn sunny studio apartment.
A Harvest Moon?
Yes.
If you are an up to date reader you should know...
1.) I love anything involving : sun, stars and moons. (harvest being a favorite)
2.) I am rebuilding a relationship with my father (science teacher)
3.) I have vivid memories of my father and grandfather always singing "Harvest Moon" - Niel young
4.) Easily a favorite song.
5.) Within the tattoo and the moon's cravats is an outline of a female, which I like to think represents
my spirit.
Here are shitty photos that serves the art no justice:
I also have deep olive skin, which is why I had to go more red than orange. I am waiting for it to fully heal,
to decide if i want more shading of another tone of orange/red to be added and/or a filler around
the actual moon. I haven't decided yet, I currently love as is. I do love the reactions I have gotten. Some don't see the female as quickly- for it blends in with the contrast of the moon's surface. I've had people trace the outline to finally see, hey there's a lady! She's a meaningful addition and will go hand in hand with the present idea for my right shoulder. I am done for now with tattoo's. This will be my fifth. I used to think I wanted a sleeve, but as time grew- I too sheaded away from that idea. I'm currently diggin' the more hidden idea of tattoos, separate from the rest. And there you have it; my two moons. Get my corny ass joke?! hars!
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On my left shoulder cap i got a Harvest Moon.
a De(e)ar friend Gia did it, in her new Brooklyn sunny studio apartment.
A Harvest Moon?
Yes.
If you are an up to date reader you should know...
1.) I love anything involving : sun, stars and moons. (harvest being a favorite)
2.) I am rebuilding a relationship with my father (science teacher)
3.) I have vivid memories of my father and grandfather always singing "Harvest Moon" - Niel young
4.) Easily a favorite song.
5.) Within the tattoo and the moon's cravats is an outline of a female, which I like to think represents
my spirit.
Here are shitty photos that serves the art no justice:
She is still healing, in fact there are still dry patches. Red is a bitch to heal, and quite itchier than normal.I also have deep olive skin, which is why I had to go more red than orange. I am waiting for it to fully heal,
to decide if i want more shading of another tone of orange/red to be added and/or a filler around
the actual moon. I haven't decided yet, I currently love as is. I do love the reactions I have gotten. Some don't see the female as quickly- for it blends in with the contrast of the moon's surface. I've had people trace the outline to finally see, hey there's a lady! She's a meaningful addition and will go hand in hand with the present idea for my right shoulder. I am done for now with tattoo's. This will be my fifth. I used to think I wanted a sleeve, but as time grew- I too sheaded away from that idea. I'm currently diggin' the more hidden idea of tattoos, separate from the rest. And there you have it; my two moons. Get my corny ass joke?! hars!
+
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
owner of a (broken) haircut:
owner of a (broken<3) haircut: is really what i mean but HTML won't let me. but solve my riddle.
today i got a haircut. No, a literal haircut. with layers.
if you know me at all, you first hand know- i don't get my haircut and in the off sense i DO, (usually occurring every 3 years) it never makes a difference. But today....i got a haircut? and to be honest it still, never made a difference. In fact now, i feel like an idiot with a haircut. Haircuts are stupid and make you have false assumptions on people you think are cool. The act of getting our hair done is so belittling. We've created yet another mindless judgement system off of something so dumb as a....follicle. I feel like this could be an episode of a children's comic book lesson. BECAUSE I'M A COMIC BOOK KID!
However, my hair does feel and look healthy, and i get that stance. It still is stupid. How(how)ever,
my gal, Rebecca (not bootin' ya yet) did a good job! So, if you think i'm an idiot- go get did by her at Supercuts, in the ton. She'll be one shoulder shruggin to the tunes while yelling "I quit!".
And well, it would only be right if i end it with a current hit-
"Some of the biggest mistakes in my life have been haircuts."
- Jim Morrison
today i got a haircut. No, a literal haircut. with layers.
if you know me at all, you first hand know- i don't get my haircut and in the off sense i DO, (usually occurring every 3 years) it never makes a difference. But today....i got a haircut? and to be honest it still, never made a difference. In fact now, i feel like an idiot with a haircut. Haircuts are stupid and make you have false assumptions on people you think are cool. The act of getting our hair done is so belittling. We've created yet another mindless judgement system off of something so dumb as a....follicle. I feel like this could be an episode of a children's comic book lesson. BECAUSE I'M A COMIC BOOK KID!
However, my hair does feel and look healthy, and i get that stance. It still is stupid. How(how)ever,
my gal, Rebecca (not bootin' ya yet) did a good job! So, if you think i'm an idiot- go get did by her at Supercuts, in the ton. She'll be one shoulder shruggin to the tunes while yelling "I quit!".
And well, it would only be right if i end it with a current hit-
"Some of the biggest mistakes in my life have been haircuts."
- Jim Morrison
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Message Recieved+
Why did you not tell me you had a blog? :D
Almost two years running and I did not know this? This was a big surprise to me because I didn't even know you were capable of doing what you were doing. And here we are talking about which direction you want to take!
I took a good look at it. Oh yeah. A real good look at it. You jump around from music, poetry, personal thoughts, visual, everything. And what you talk about and how you put it all together was how I used to do it back at the Stony Brook Press and Myspace. Reminding me of how I used to do and where I was at.
You even take it a step further and show yrself going to all these shows and parties and get-togethers. Not in a forced FB way but in a more trendy, hotter, drop-it-like-it's-shit-hot experience.
Because of this, you're the most diverse female friend I know/have. Being diverse is a BIG fucking plus on the island full of clones, wanna-be's, robots, and dolls.
What REALLY bothers me about yr blog (and the only thing) is that I hardly see people commenting or saying shit about it.
I have so many ideas for a blog/site and my ass is being kicked. I really need to jump on a quick!
Keep it going!
On another note, did you take in anything I sent you the last time?
+
vmfx left this in my inbox.
An instant warm exposure. A man of great literature, knowledge and wisdom.
A man with an ear and a mouthful of music. If you have returned, Thanks-
i really appericate the feedback and the intrest. Also, sorry. I'm terrible
with the other emails, I will reply! :)
Almost two years running and I did not know this? This was a big surprise to me because I didn't even know you were capable of doing what you were doing. And here we are talking about which direction you want to take!
I took a good look at it. Oh yeah. A real good look at it. You jump around from music, poetry, personal thoughts, visual, everything. And what you talk about and how you put it all together was how I used to do it back at the Stony Brook Press and Myspace. Reminding me of how I used to do and where I was at.
You even take it a step further and show yrself going to all these shows and parties and get-togethers. Not in a forced FB way but in a more trendy, hotter, drop-it-like-it's-shit-hot experience.
Because of this, you're the most diverse female friend I know/have. Being diverse is a BIG fucking plus on the island full of clones, wanna-be's, robots, and dolls.
What REALLY bothers me about yr blog (and the only thing) is that I hardly see people commenting or saying shit about it.
I have so many ideas for a blog/site and my ass is being kicked. I really need to jump on a quick!
Keep it going!
On another note, did you take in anything I sent you the last time?
+
vmfx left this in my inbox.
An instant warm exposure. A man of great literature, knowledge and wisdom.
A man with an ear and a mouthful of music. If you have returned, Thanks-
i really appericate the feedback and the intrest. Also, sorry. I'm terrible
with the other emails, I will reply! :)
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Me time:
taking the time off from:
. poor food
. facebook
. useage of my cell phone
. going out
. the useage of my car
. spending money
. humans
. cleared my cell phone out of people i dont share a life with anymore
starting up:
. body detox
. continue reading
. coconut water again
. cottage Cheese
. morning runs
. set bedside mode
. preparing for warm weather
+ i haven't checked myself in a while, the time is now.
if you made it thus far, use your resources to find me. +
. poor food
. useage of my cell phone
. going out
. the useage of my car
. spending money
. humans
. cleared my cell phone out of people i dont share a life with anymore
starting up:
. body detox
. continue reading
. coconut water again
. cottage Cheese
. morning runs
. set bedside mode
. preparing for warm weather
+ i haven't checked myself in a while, the time is now.
if you made it thus far, use your resources to find me. +
Sunday, February 6, 2011
eyesclosed xx.
And she doesn't know; he doesn't know-
but there are those that do.
and in between the two:
are the rings they drew.
drawn together.
torn together.
the rings: beneath the eyes that don't see
but show the deapth their in.
and in your head it's never what it seems;
and in your head you make a scene.
SETTLE DOWN THAT PRETTY LITTLE HEAD OF YOURS.
we all become sinners at night.
but there are those that do.
and in between the two:
are the rings they drew.
drawn together.
torn together.
the rings: beneath the eyes that don't see
but show the deapth their in.
and in your head it's never what it seems;
and in your head you make a scene.
SETTLE DOWN THAT PRETTY LITTLE HEAD OF YOURS.
we all become sinners at night.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
(MMM)Morrison-
I often look up/read Jim Morrison's words/lyrics because i have so many rare/different versions of songs. I wanted to look up a versions of "Back Door Man" off The Complete Matrix Club Tapes. While googling, I stumbled on this article of someone who googled "What is a back door man?" I then read through the entire article, including the comments. Some of it made me laugh. One line stood out to me, "However, if there's anything I've learned with age, it is to not always trust in the obvious." Cheers! +
http://www.bernzilla.com/item.php?id=53
The article basically displays three ways that others are led to believing what the blues term of "Back Door Man" really means/stands for:
1. Referring to a man having an affair with a married woman, and presumably comes and goes through the back door of her house.
2. On a literal stance: Having Anal Sex. "When Morrison and Plant were around, anal sex was even more taboo than it is today, and society was even more likely to blow its top (no pun intended) when someone mentioned anal sex."
3. 'Back door' is in the way of SNEAKING into concerts, usually the "back door man" helps to get another in. "Sneaking" and "Back door" on two different meanings, joining as one.
As a Major doors fan there’s just too many references throughout several songs that led us to believe it only means one thing. The Affair stance. My case in point brings me to the song "The Spy." The version of this song Live At The Boston Arena, Morrison adds on how his woman’s been bad, he's seen her with another man." Even without that clip, the song alone talks about "know knowing deepest secret fears, I'm a spy, I can see, what you do, and I know." If you know Morrison, you know his ways. Wild.
That's one way I believe it's just a reference to having an affair, sneaking out the back, and being Morrison. The second reasoning is mentioned in the article. In the song "Back Door Man", when Morrison sings out: "You men eat your dinner. Eat your pork and beans. I eat more chicken any man ever seen", it shows that the wife is feeding him better than her own husband. - As mentioned. "I'm a back door man, The men don't know, But the little girl understand" Sure, I don't doubt it was meaning and being the anal aspect as well, being it was the 60's and it was Jim. But after all, Jim Morrison is all for words!
And if you really ask me- thinking of scandalous Morrison is way more exciting as the what may first seem obvious.+ ::wink::
http://www.bernzilla.com/item.php?id=53
The article basically displays three ways that others are led to believing what the blues term of "Back Door Man" really means/stands for:
1. Referring to a man having an affair with a married woman, and presumably comes and goes through the back door of her house.
2. On a literal stance: Having Anal Sex. "When Morrison and Plant were around, anal sex was even more taboo than it is today, and society was even more likely to blow its top (no pun intended) when someone mentioned anal sex."
3. 'Back door' is in the way of SNEAKING into concerts, usually the "back door man" helps to get another in. "Sneaking" and "Back door" on two different meanings, joining as one.
As a Major doors fan there’s just too many references throughout several songs that led us to believe it only means one thing. The Affair stance. My case in point brings me to the song "The Spy." The version of this song Live At The Boston Arena, Morrison adds on how his woman’s been bad, he's seen her with another man." Even without that clip, the song alone talks about "know knowing deepest secret fears, I'm a spy, I can see, what you do, and I know." If you know Morrison, you know his ways. Wild.
That's one way I believe it's just a reference to having an affair, sneaking out the back, and being Morrison. The second reasoning is mentioned in the article. In the song "Back Door Man", when Morrison sings out: "You men eat your dinner. Eat your pork and beans. I eat more chicken any man ever seen", it shows that the wife is feeding him better than her own husband. - As mentioned. "I'm a back door man, The men don't know, But the little girl understand" Sure, I don't doubt it was meaning and being the anal aspect as well, being it was the 60's and it was Jim. But after all, Jim Morrison is all for words!
And if you really ask me- thinking of scandalous Morrison is way more exciting as the what may first seem obvious.+ ::wink::
Monday, January 31, 2011
you wanna be here-
[k]
kristofferson
joe lee
sycko
dirt
cinematic
moon
s.kudsen
noreen
are my best conversationalist's.
kristofferson
joe lee
sycko
dirt
cinematic
moon
s.kudsen
noreen
are my best conversationalist's.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Library.
type these words into your itunes library and name the first song that appears.
Happy: Best Coast - "Happy"
Sad: Le Loup - "Saddle Mountian"
Love: The Avett Brothers - "I and Love and You"
Hate: The Stokes - "Between Love and Hate"
Light: The Black Keys - "When the lights go out"
Dark: BLANK!
Good: The Doors - " We could be so good together"
Bad: Built to Spill - "Bad Light"
Smile: Lilly Allen - "Smile"
Cry: The Doors- "The Crystal Ship"
Girl: Animal Collective- "My Girls"
Boy: Iron & Wine- "Boy with a coin"
Happy: Best Coast - "Happy"
Sad: Le Loup - "Saddle Mountian"
Love: The Avett Brothers - "I and Love and You"
Hate: The Stokes - "Between Love and Hate"
Light: The Black Keys - "When the lights go out"
Dark: BLANK!
Good: The Doors - " We could be so good together"
Bad: Built to Spill - "Bad Light"
Smile: Lilly Allen - "Smile"
Cry: The Doors- "The Crystal Ship"
Girl: Animal Collective- "My Girls"
Boy: Iron & Wine- "Boy with a coin"
Morning Messages:
At 4:45am I cam home Friday night to this: from [k]
Way ahead of us all.
Dear Victoria,
I hear you when you call my name.
Love,
Crazy Carl
Crazy Carl
P.S. - I hope you love me back. I have a beard.
i also receive another a message on good ol' facebook from a stranger
around the same time:
"I read your philosophy on death, that was an interesting way you thought of it"
+
Not me. The God, Morrison.
Don't let me die in an automobile
I wanna lie in an open field
Want the snakes to suck my skin
Want the worms to be my friends
Want the birds to eat my eyes
...As here I lie
The clouds fly by
+
Amazing, Start to Finish
Lizard King.
Way ahead of us all.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
at night we give ourselves to the moon
your stranger like touch;
one whiskey like glow that could out shine the moon-
at high noon it will no longer matter.
those ungodly things-
mark my body as a home.
i keep you around my finger;
like a rubber band to a thought.
+
one whiskey like glow that could out shine the moon-
at high noon it will no longer matter.
those ungodly things-
mark my body as a home.
i keep you around my finger;
like a rubber band to a thought.
+
Double D's aren't always great.
Distance is Depressing.
I miss you (haha i ment to write 'so') many friends.
Each day, I am over Long Island. hmph.
I just want the snow to go away so i can go home.
...in so many words.
hmph.
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I miss you (haha i ment to write 'so') many friends.
Each day, I am over Long Island. hmph.
I just want the snow to go away so i can go home.
...in so many words.
hmph.
+
Monday, January 24, 2011
I made one-
http://www.last.fm/user/AnonymousAries
it's only with one of my hard drives stored with Music.
Do add, Do share, Do enjoy!
it's only with one of my hard drives stored with Music.
Do add, Do share, Do enjoy!
Grace & Tucker.
Meatloaf Night from Grace Manalo on Vimeo.
This is Grace and her man Tucker.
I adore them dearly.
Just look!
+
Grace is over in Delaware, I really miss her.
She made a few viedos on her blogspot and
they left me with a huge smile and a warm heart.
Happy for her.
Nice Meatloaf lady!
Come home soon!
http://gracemanalo.blogspot.com/
+
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Incense and Their Uses:
Blue Berry - Burn to keep unwanted influences away from your home and property
Blue Roses - Specially crafted to honour the Goddess in all her aspects
Carnations - A sweet floral scent traditionally used for healing
Cherry - Sacred to Venus, this blend will attract and stimulate love
Cinnamon - Use to gain wealth and success
Coconut - Burn for protection and purification
Copal - Sacred to the Mayan and Aztecs, this blend is suitable for honouring the Gods
Frangiapani - Burn to brighten your home with friendship and love
Frankincense - Draw upon the energy of the sun to create sacred space, consecrate objects, and stimulate positive vibrations
Honeysuckle - Burn for good health, luck, and psychic power
Jasmine - For luck in general, especially in matters relating to love
Lotus - For inner peace and outer harmony, to aid in meditation and open the mind’s eye
Musk - Burn for courage and vitality, or to highten sensual passion
Myrrh - An ancient incense for protection, healing, purification and spirituality
Passionflower - For peace of mind, this sweet scent will soothe troubles and aid in sleep
Patchouli Patchouli - An earthy scent used in money and attraction spells
Pine - Burn for strength, and to reverse negative energies
Rose - For love magick, and to return calm energies to the home
Sandalwood - A delicious all purpose scent used to heal and protect, also for purification
Spice - A fiery scent to be charged for any magick
Spirit - Raise your personal vibration, attract spirit guides and honour
your personal deity
Strawberry - For love, luck and friendship
Tangerine - A solar aroma used to attract prosperity
Temple - A devotional incense for the altar during ritual
Vanilla - Stimulate amorous appetites and enhance memory
Blue Roses - Specially crafted to honour the Goddess in all her aspects
Carnations - A sweet floral scent traditionally used for healing
Cherry - Sacred to Venus, this blend will attract and stimulate love
Cinnamon - Use to gain wealth and success
Coconut - Burn for protection and purification
Copal - Sacred to the Mayan and Aztecs, this blend is suitable for honouring the Gods
Frangiapani - Burn to brighten your home with friendship and love
Frankincense - Draw upon the energy of the sun to create sacred space, consecrate objects, and stimulate positive vibrations
Honeysuckle - Burn for good health, luck, and psychic power
Jasmine - For luck in general, especially in matters relating to love
Lotus - For inner peace and outer harmony, to aid in meditation and open the mind’s eye
Musk - Burn for courage and vitality, or to highten sensual passion
Myrrh - An ancient incense for protection, healing, purification and spirituality
Passionflower - For peace of mind, this sweet scent will soothe troubles and aid in sleep
Patchouli Patchouli - An earthy scent used in money and attraction spells
Pine - Burn for strength, and to reverse negative energies
Rose - For love magick, and to return calm energies to the home
Sandalwood - A delicious all purpose scent used to heal and protect, also for purification
Spice - A fiery scent to be charged for any magick
Spirit - Raise your personal vibration, attract spirit guides and honour
your personal deity
Strawberry - For love, luck and friendship
Tangerine - A solar aroma used to attract prosperity
Temple - A devotional incense for the altar during ritual
Vanilla - Stimulate amorous appetites and enhance memory
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