thanksgiving.

I had a wonderful time Cruisen to the Bahama islands for a week. My entire family got together for thanksgiving, It's not often we see each other. My Aunt, Uncle and cousin flew in from Wisconsin, haven't seen them in easily 4 years. I haven't been on a cruise in about 3 years, they are fun. Lots to do. I gambled and actually won! I played wheel of fortune and hit $1000. It was a great time to be with all of my family.

soft wild promises.

I'm gonna be honest and say i did cry to this, out of purest form.



"Why does my mind circle around you
Why do planets wonder what it
Would be like to be you.

All your soft wild promises were words
Birds, endlessly in flight
Birds, endlessly in flight

Your dog is still lost in the frozen woods
or he would run to you
How can he run to you
Lunging with blooded sickness on the snow
He’s still sniffing gates & searching
Strangers for your smell
which he remembers very well

Is there a moon in your window
Is madness laughing
Can you still run down beach
rocks bed below without him?

Tell them you came and saw and looked into my eyes,
Thoughts in time and out of season
calm calculus of reason."

27

Happy Birthday Jimi Hendrix

November 27, 1942

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" you're just like crosstown traffic....."

it's not goodbye, it's see you later!

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of all time.

+ Fleet Foxes
+ Built to spill
+ The Smiths
+ The Doors
+ Bob Dylan
+ Modest Mouse
+ The Strokes
+ Sonic Youth
+ Animal Collective
+ The Shins
+ Jimi Hendrix
+ Grateful Dead

is what i need in another.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

I have a terrible habit of starting things and never ever finishing them.
I start and then i easily think of something else and begin that.
i have over 4 sketch books that showcase this habit, pages of unfinished arts,
thoughts, writings. It's become an expensive habit as well too, if i do add.
I think it's because I:
a.) Have the worst ADD
b.) Get bored often
c.) My brain is always thinking of something else to think of. (?!)
4.) im an Aries, we are restless and always trying to do something!
However, I am working on it.
* i just wrote 4 instead of d....see what the fuck I mean.*
i'm always there but never really fully there with ANYTHING i do.
its terribly awesome.

King without a crown.

You're all that I have and you're all that I need

Each and every day I pray to get to know your peace
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights burnin' up all through till twilight
Said thank you to my God, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might

What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
I give myself to you from the essence of my being and I
Sing to my god, songs of love and healing
I want Moshiach now, time we start revealing
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
I give myself to you from the essence of my being and I
Sing to my god, songs of love and healing
I want Moshiach now

Me no want no Sinsemilla, that would only bring me down

Burn away my brain, no way, my brain is too compound
Elevated my soul, you're a flying my sound
Like the sun of a sun ray burning up through a cloud
Say, Torah food for my brain, let it rain till I drown
Thunder, let the blessings come down
Say, Torah food for my brain, let it rain till I drown


Strippin’ away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high, bound to stay low
You want God but you can't deflate your ego

If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat

Ask Hashem for mercy, and he'll throw you a rope
You're looking for help from God you say he couldn't be found
Searching up to the sky and looking beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
You keep fallin' down
You really want to like but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and then you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze


What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
I give myself to you from the essence of my being and I
Sing to my god, songs of love and healing
I want Moshiach now, time we start revealing
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a whole in the ceiling
I give myself to you from the essence of my being and I
Sing to my god, songs of love and healing
I want Moshiach now



See I lift up my eyes where my help come from
And I seen it circling around from the mountain
Thunder!
You feel it in your chest
You keep my mind at ease and my soul at rest
You're not vexed
Look to the sky where my help come from
Seen it circling around from the mountain
Thunder!
You feel it in your chest
You keep my mind at ease and my soul at rest
You're not vexed



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