a sample of my brain...

- My fingers are literally tired of the use of typing.

+ Why do dentist try talking to you when your mouth is being drilled in, sucked in?

- My kitchen/den area is spooky at night and the fact that my grandpa died in there is a big friggin factor so it causes me to have  a special OCD walk I do at night: I literally walk the outter part of the room and make sure i step on the rug by the front door because in my head i created a 'saftey zone' like you have in freeze tag.

- I hate when my feet dangle off my bed.

+ Why is putting sheets on the bed the most obnoxious thing in the world?! it's one of those twisted little nothings that make twitch.

+ Who pulls the lever to close the bus door when the driver has to get off?! Fucking right though?!!

- Crusty elbows will make me have an instant anxiety attack.

- I'm my most funniest when i'm forced to entertain myself while i'm driving alone. I literally find myselff shocking thyself! Hysterically laughing at myself..sometimes its too much fun being me.

 - I sleep with two pillows - my head goes between both like ham does on bread. Lord only knows why.

Hey Dad-

you would be so proud of  the you in me now.





+ Roria.

Pictures I took over the weekend!

. Mike Giant x New York City .

. Famous Last Words .

. My sisters stunning daughter, Anaysha .

. Birthday party .

. Best hair! .

. Happy birthday to my Leo's Mamabear, Jenna, Lisa and Jaime! .

Harbor Living.

The Earth is where we stand:


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an equal balance of healty-ness.

" i'm an asshole as much as i am nice "

- me.

CHEMISRTY(eriously) (chemyster)ioulsy

When i think that i'm over you

I'm overpowered

Your data my data
The chromosomes match
Exact as in matter
A matter of fact

These amaranth feelings
A cognitive state
Need the love object
To reciprocate

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered


When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
But i'm overpowered


As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain

As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


A chemical reason
If reason's your game
A chemical needing
Is there in the brain

With preprogrammed meanings
Like a little more pep

Alien feelings
We have to accept

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered

As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


I'm overpowered




- amazing viedo and lyrics
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Hearing what I draw.

".Unzip my body Take my heart out Cause I need a beat to give this tune."

- a drawing i did way back. I still remember my thought process to this drawing i had when it was birthed.

I was listening to  Roisin Murphy's song called "Ramalama (bang bang)."

I took in the choice of insruments she used, her voice, the rythem, lyrics and tried how to figure what how i could draw the song. This drawing of her face was what I heard. 

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meet me in the powder room.

and you'll keep asking me questions
and i'll keep lying with my flower covered words
boy, you've got the clouded eyes -
you pour your love out of the cereal box.
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