Wednesday mornings bring inspiration!

I opened my curtains and saw series of photos in my mind...
Bare with me, there are sevrerl of the same shots with minor differences.
I love the contrasts in each photos, the livly effects, the warm fall colors
the window pannels, the greenery, the homemade stain glass my grandfather made for me.
One window shows the remains of summer while the other window moves into fall.
It was an effortless shoot - literally laying in my bed.
Not only does my bed face a certian direction but it awakes me to a great view!

a sample of my brain...

- My fingers are literally tired of the use of typing.

+ Why do dentist try talking to you when your mouth is being drilled in, sucked in?

- My kitchen/den area is spooky at night and the fact that my grandpa died in there is a big friggin factor so it causes me to have  a special OCD walk I do at night: I literally walk the outter part of the room and make sure i step on the rug by the front door because in my head i created a 'saftey zone' like you have in freeze tag.

- I hate when my feet dangle off my bed.

+ Why is putting sheets on the bed the most obnoxious thing in the world?! it's one of those twisted little nothings that make twitch.

+ Who pulls the lever to close the bus door when the driver has to get off?! Fucking right though?!!

- Crusty elbows will make me have an instant anxiety attack.

- I'm my most funniest when i'm forced to entertain myself while i'm driving alone. I literally find myselff shocking thyself! Hysterically laughing at myself..sometimes its too much fun being me.

 - I sleep with two pillows - my head goes between both like ham does on bread. Lord only knows why.

Hey Dad-

you would be so proud of  the you in me now.





+ Roria.

Pictures I took over the weekend!

. Mike Giant x New York City .

. Famous Last Words .

. My sisters stunning daughter, Anaysha .

. Birthday party .

. Best hair! .

. Happy birthday to my Leo's Mamabear, Jenna, Lisa and Jaime! .

Harbor Living.

The Earth is where we stand:


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an equal balance of healty-ness.

" i'm an asshole as much as i am nice "

- me.

CHEMISRTY(eriously) (chemyster)ioulsy

When i think that i'm over you

I'm overpowered

Your data my data
The chromosomes match
Exact as in matter
A matter of fact

These amaranth feelings
A cognitive state
Need the love object
To reciprocate

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered


When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
But i'm overpowered


As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain

As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


A chemical reason
If reason's your game
A chemical needing
Is there in the brain

With preprogrammed meanings
Like a little more pep

Alien feelings
We have to accept

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered

When i think that i'm over you
I'm overpowered
It's long overdue
I'm overpowered

As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


As science struggles on
To try to explain
Oxy-toxins flowing
Ever into my brain


I'm overpowered




- amazing viedo and lyrics
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Hearing what I draw.

".Unzip my body Take my heart out Cause I need a beat to give this tune."

- a drawing i did way back. I still remember my thought process to this drawing i had when it was birthed.

I was listening to  Roisin Murphy's song called "Ramalama (bang bang)."

I took in the choice of insruments she used, her voice, the rythem, lyrics and tried how to figure what how i could draw the song. This drawing of her face was what I heard. 

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