srtung out coffee cans and telephone wires.

black caviar lungs. cocaine white skin. pornstar red lips.

i'm filling your void.

while you fill mine with her.

last night I fell in love and you weren't there.

sATURDAY 31ST...THE DEVILS DAY!

You heard the rumors, you heard I was doin it....and now, here's the iLL follow through.....SILK SPECTRE FROM WATCHMEN! I have to say, i killed it.

Day Time Festivites ::

. Stacie as a Tuxedo Bunny & Me as Silk! With our Fighting Crime Faces .

. Black Snake Moan & Kat as JailBate .
. the perfect bun, look @ that tail feather! Loves her .

Night Hustle ::

. Pinkie as a Sexy Pin up, Bunbun, Silk .

. my fellow colleague Rorschach! Watchmen Style, sucker! .

. My Sexy Pin up, she looked amazing & I wanna be Silk forever! .

. We're all soo in Character! .

still trackin/truckin...

PART DOS::
Friday the 3Oth half of the Ricky's staff dipped so fast from hell (the store) and headed for a night in town. Everyone and their mom was there.
It was fun. Not many photo's but you get the picture I'm paniting!

. Eileen, boss lady. Green Man! Me lookin hella bent and bunbun<3>

. Singing and Laughing my life away! . Spacey, why are you the cutest?!

. and then I found Jay! Haven't seen him in a year - dope to run into him and restart a friendship! . "I see you're still into dope kicks" He knows. We kinda gave him a bizarre welcome to our shitshow, he hung well. hey, no pun intented, sicko's! ^^P

. How hot are Billy Kay and Kat for h-ween?! .

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back trackin...

A recap of the last 3 weekends PART UNO ::::

( buttload of photos )

First Halloween Party- Mikey's.

+ Stacie the 80's work out chick.

+ Max i don't even recall but he drew his mustache on..brownie points
+ Mia loved her vampire teeth she was the vamp from true blood (?)

+ I served as a pin up gal.

. i just adore her! .

. the answer is No, we don't do pretty pictures ever. . . i spy with my little eye, looove! .
. taste it . smell it. guzzle it .

. a state of solitude .

. i need some meaning i can recognize, a set of arms i can feel secure in, and a face i can recall . a state of solitude . yet I'm too tired to talk, to weak to think, too numb to care . even if your heart would listen, I doubt I could explain . but sometimes if you look, its written all over my face. reset the blame . the interesting part's always caught outside the frame .



The God I don't believe in, finally walked with me and sent me a deep breath. Inhale. Exhale. Smile. I found myself reliving 5 plus years ago. A trip I haven't had taken in a long time, well, at least with someone live. A familiar face, a solid trust structure and a feeling of 'home' was received. It was what I've been calling upon for the past month. Though it's hard to keep a good name in these ever changing days I have found someone who has been the one true thing that remains the same. The rush of seeing the boy I knew become such a Man was overwhelming and brought joy when we went back to the very same way we left off, almost as if our friendship hasn't been on pause for the past 5 years. We caught up and talked about the hardships we had to face, alone this time. Unfortunately I heard how our friends we grew up aren't doing well...at all, but to see him rise above made me even more proud of him. There's nothing more I like seeing than a good person doing really well and having everything pan out for them. I'm a sucker, I know. The God I don't believe in, cursed me with a good heart, which is awesomely shitty at the same time, but fuck it - i won the battle. I'm happy to have my long lost friend back in my life again and it was dope to here i am then same person they knew from back in the day and that "some things dont change!"

like ice cube, it was a good day.


^ I can't decide if i should be embarrassed of that closing sentence or not.
:: chuckles ::

angry at breakfast

a facebook drawing Greg Gore made for me.

.This is what angryatbreakfast looks like.

My bestest of friends live in CT. I miss you 2nd shitty home.

First Person.

Cinnamon Chasers - Luv Deluxe (Official Music Video) from Saman Keshavarz on Vimeo.

Hands down, the best viedo I have every seen! Thanks to Sykco!

Another genius first person video. I couldn't find the actual full clip video of 'Smack my bitch up' with the right instrumental because it has been banned but whatever remix they sampled in this video i posted, i believe uses samples from Diesel boy's 'flight 643' , just a fun fact...or is it a fact...is it even fun?

"What's a WARHOG?!"

A seriously good 80's cover band! Doh!
WarHog is a multi-generational up and coming force in the world of music. Rooted in 80's metal, they've thrown Iron Maiden, Ratt, Bon Jovi, Slayer, AC..DC and Michael Jackson at people in a nonstop roller coaster of epic-ness. From wigs, to zebra spandex, big hair, and evil looks, WarHog has proven the world that the heart of the 80's was not in the posers, but those that have a love for in-your-face music.

With Billy Kay (Lead Vocals)
Joe Shavel (Lead Guitar)
Brendan Scharen (Rhythm Guitar)
Max Sequeira (Bass Guitar)
Jeremy O'Brien (Drums)

I have yet to seen them actually play :: tisk tisk :: on my end, however - now that both Billy and Max have been helping out the store in time for Halloween, they always recap how each show went! Sometimes if I'm lucky, and when Max isn't hiding sensors on me or in my hair, vise versa...I get to see extra videos. They men of this band defiantly are Metal for sure, especially with the use of Maine 'n Tail! [he he ha ha] They also know how to party! When Max isn't falling out of 10 feet high trees or biting into Kat's soul [Billy's Girl/ My co-worker]...he studies Law. Max has been playing the bass since the 4th grade. He also has informed me that music has been a growing passion throughout his family. Guillermo B, was Max's grandfather that he never knew. The only thing he did know was that his grandfather was an Italian gypsy living in Colombia that could sing and play like whoa! [FUN FACT: Colombian Soda rules! And regardless of what Max says, IT TASTES LIKE BUBBLEGUM!] Fortunately, Max's grandmother was able to share tapes of gigs his grandfather did. Guillermo B, stage name Billy Bedoya did some Spanish folk, swing and covers. As for Billy Kay, he is currently working on an independent film for the Yeah Yeah Yeah's. Yeah! Billy has been acting since a very young age. His mother was in the original cast of "The Sound of Music" Broadway actress Lynn Kay. You can google him or imdb to see what other movies and shows he was featured in! :: ohhh's ahhh's :: Hate that dude with the transforming toys/cars and makes out with only the most gorgeous girl ever? Not me, I love him - even though he does want to bag his own mother o__O....you can see Billy beat on Shia Lebouff in the movie "The Battle of Shaker Heights"

Here is thier first Music Viedo :: the ultimate 80's metal tribute!


Check out WarHog at Arlene's Grocery, for free!, from 8:30PM-10PM! Or any of the other Mondays coming up from now till the end of November! Don't forget your head banging wigs, pyramid bracelets & nyon zebra spandex! Hars!

Also check them out on http://www.myspace.com/warhogband


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