i'm calling my side of the bed; but i'm sleeping alone. the wanting comes in waves. your love is like the most beautiful day to fall asleep and drift into a warm purgatory like state. I lost your taste to chemicals. I'd take twice the amount as you, if you could only stop sweating. +
British fashion designer Alexander McQueen has been found dead after taking his own life. Sources say he was found at his luxury flat in Green Park, central London. It is believed he hanged himself.
McQueen, 40 years old took his life just days before London's Fashion Week and weeks before he was due to unveil his new collection at Paris Fashion Week on March 9. His death was also just days after his mothers own death. It actually makes me sad that we lost such an impact on the Fashion lifestyle just beacuse his designs were iconic status. Poor GaGa is all I can think of! What is she gonna do?!
......This makes me wanna burn, with him! He just wiles out and chills zooted. I love it.
I haven't rolled up in quite sometime, but I can say I've been cravin' some. I really does wonders for my soul. Call me crazy, but it really calims me down and helps me focus.
I often feel as if I'm not cut out for this world/life. As shitty as that may sound...I honestly hate this modern world and what it stands for. When I think of all these radioactive waves wifi I want to vomit in disgust. We've enabled cancerous poisons travel through our everyday lives via mass meat production and being hell bent, better yet brainwashed by the media, mass appeal and fashion. Society is so comfortably out of tune. And yes, I am a victim of such...being into the fashion aspect of the world, keeping up to date with current events, following up on the media. (I have a strong hate/hold for how much I allow myself to follow the media) However, it's all too natural. I find it all apart of my normal routine and life. In fact I think we don't even realize it anymore...we've become accustom to the hype. It's all fools gold. If it were up to me...We'd live like the Indians. I want to be able to live off nature again. That is what life is. I want to be able to hunt and cook my own food. To salute the sun as it rises and sets, for it is a sense of living. I want to be in harmony with the flowers and trees and know i can take a deep breath and have natural synchronicity, with myself and loved ones. I hate the constant use of cell phones, social websites, iphones and ipods. Fuck me, I still use a walk-man. My point being, as much as I may be a contributor, I'm the least bit. I just honestly feel my spirit is corrupt here. I hate this life. I hate these people and their diseased souls. I want to be free of such things.
Indians scattered on dawn's highway bleeding
Ghosts crowd the young child's fragile eggshell mind.
Blood in the streets in the town of New Haven
Blood stains the roofs and the palm trees of Venice
Blood in my love in the terrible summer
Bloody red sun of Phantastic L.A.
Blood screams her brain as they chop off her fingers
Blood will be born in the birth if a nation
Blood is the rose of mysterious union
Blood on the rise, it's following me.
They are FINALLY here, and I got me some! I perviously blogged about the VANS X HELL BELLZ kicks...and I can honestly say both joints are even better in person! Extra Butter; the source of the all the fun goodies is where these bad boys are found! I bought "The Hadley Zipper" which are a crisp black leather shoe boot style complete with hooks and zippers! They are hard as all hell! As tough as they are Alex @ Butter wears the "Sophie Strap" - a saddle shoe like style. Haha, not! They are strictly for the ladies....but if he could, the Sophie gets his vote! Eileen bagged these. The Sophie features buckles and cut outs, most defiantly right up E's alley....and we tend to like alleys! [inside hars!] Not only did I leave with dope kicks, I left with a parking ticket....Whomp Whomp I know. BUT, it's Okay. I walked it out in style! I have the bookstore babe to blame for that one ;]. No, I left also with RJD2's new album called "THE COLOSSUS."RJD2 first stole my heart back 2001, when he came out with Mix album "Your Face or Your Knee Caps" In 2003 he dropped albums and EP's "The Horror, Since We Last Spoke & Exotic Talk" I've been a fan ever since. I can actually remember going to record stores with my boyfriend at the time and pulling up these cd's, playing them in the headphones & 'diggin in tha crates' Yes, I have a cool pass on saying that...the boy was a DJ and used records for beats and samples! Literally everyday after school we'd hit up new record stores. We always had a car full of people and everyday they would complain that they had to take the ride to the music store with us...haha! We were such local at small town music stores that one dudes gave me the album cover to "Since we Last Spoke" I was torn though, MURS 3:16 was on the back! Grrr! So, i settled and changed it every month. Getting back on track, The Colossus is what I call a BIG YES! I love it. The beats are so...soulful and rich! If you are an RJD2 fan, you won't be let