Wednesday, May 12, 2010

new times.

. Village Drunks .


. Brooklyn Nights, Brooklyn Lights .
. Liba x Aries .
. Minor Detours with Pj & Steve .
. Bathroom Babble .
. a good time .
                                                                   . Happy Birthday Pj .
                                                                      . I adore this .
                                                               . Kat v.s. Home Alone .
                                                                . I'm blaming Steve .
. He came to the darkside .
. Failed attempts by Steve .
. Abusing the use of Steve's Flavored Toothpicks .
. Want .
. Melissa is not impressed .
                                                               . a smile in disguise! .

The Doors of Perception




MR. MOJO RISING; JIM MORRISON.


Tonight PBS aired the new Doors movie "When You're Strange." Impressed. I thoroughly enjoyed it. Jim, to me, is ingenious. Nothing comes remotely close to the movement of this band. The film made me remember why I loved them in the first place and basically re-birthed my outlook of them, their sound, what they stand for, the musical aspect in a whole new light. A way in which I thought I couldn't develop more in depth than I already felt. A lyrical Genius, an intelligent lover, a brilliant artist and a maker of a rather good beard..MMM!



http://www.pbs.org/wnet/americanmasters/episodes/when-youre-strange-a-film-about-the-doors/about-the-film/1543/







"This much is true, you can't burn out...if you aren't on fire."


Sunday, May 9, 2010

. to wrap my mind around, i could not .




He past is a grotesque animal and in it's eyes you see


How completely wrong you can be

The sun is out it melts the snow that fell yesterday makes you wonder why it

bothered

I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met who could appreciate george

bataille

Standing at swedish festival discussing the "story of the eye"

It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you

How can I explain I need you here and not here too

I'm flunking out I'm gone I'm just gone but at least I author my own disaster

Performance breakdown and I don't want to hear it

I'm just not available things could be different but they're not

The mousy girl screams violence violence she gets hysterical

Cause they're both so mean and it's my favorite scene

But the cruelty's so predictable it makes you sad on the stage

Though our love project has so much potential but it's like we weren't made for


this world

Though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was

Do I have to scream in your face?

I've been dodging lamps and vegetables

Throw it all in my face I don't care

Let's just have some fun

Let's tear this shit apart

Let's tear the fucking house apart

Let's tear our fucking bodies apart but let's just have some fun

Somehow you've red rovered the gestapo circling my heart

And nothing can defeat you no death no ugly world

You've lived so brightly you've altered everything

I find myself searching for oldselves

While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells

I've played the unraveler the parhelion

But even Apocalypse is fleeting

There's no death no ugly world

Sometimes I wonder if you're mythologizing me like I do you

We want our film to be beautiful not realistic

Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams

And you can betray me but teach me something wonderful

Crown my head crowd my head with your lilting effects

Project your fears onto me

I need to view them

See there's nothing to them

I promise you there's nothing to them

I'm so touched by your goodness you make me feel so criminal

How do you keep it together? I'm all all unraveled

But you know no matter where we are

We're always touching by underground wires

I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst

But most nights we've raided the same kingdoms

And none of our secrets are physical now.

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this will forever raise the hair on my arms.
this will forever make me get lost within the lyrics.
this is my thought process & every line is better than the last.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Constant Consistency

. a days worth; I learned nothing.
. Lastnight; I learned the most.

Monday, May 3, 2010

OBEY X MAYDAY X RICK ROSS.

Saturday Kat, Melissa & myself went to the grand opening of Shepard Fairy's newest exhibition 'Mayday'.
With a line legit 5+ blocks deep, we patinently waited. At on point, one block rather....Kat leaned over and commented on the 'bling' on this dude, 5 heads away from us. I made a passed a comment, something along the lines of "...like he's Rick Ross the boss or something" The girls ahead of us giggled. As time later went on we then realized.....it was RICK. ROSS. THE. MOTHA. FUCKIN. BOSS. PLAYA!
oh hars.
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memories don't live like people do



. OBEY // SOHO .
. My 4 years hard mock's .
. OBEY says ' YOU ARE NOT COOL!' .
. CENTER PORT ,
                                 . My trashy boots need to be frosted up.... .

. I'm obsessed with Kat's transparent colored legs<3 .
. A drawing of how Kat, Melissa & Myself eat at Curly's .


                           + just a sample of what i've been getting into lately.

. what i'm searching for .



What I'm searching for

to tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver

Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else

Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don't know me
I am an introvert an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself
an innovator

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what
if I can shake it
I'm 'a make this
something worth dreaming of

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most accurate for me right now.

"oh and billy joel lives here...."


I often drive late at night with close friends and go looking at houses. It might be one of my favorite things to do. We put on mellow jams, get the buddah rolled tight and shoes off. Almost always Kat will say "billy joel lives here...." and I die laughing beacuse it's everytime we pass his house, she says that. Above is turly my dream home, it's the most perfect thing i've ever seen.