(MMM)Morrison-

I often look up/read Jim Morrison's words/lyrics because i have so many rare/different versions of songs. I wanted to look up a versions of "Back Door Man" off The Complete Matrix Club Tapes. While googling, I stumbled on this article of someone who googled "What is a back door man?"  I then read through the entire article, including the comments. Some of it made me laugh. One line stood out to me, "However, if there's anything I've learned with age, it is to not always trust in the obvious." Cheers! +

http://www.bernzilla.com/item.php?id=53

The article basically displays three ways that others are led to believing what the blues term of "Back Door Man" really means/stands for:

1. Referring to a man having an affair with a married woman, and presumably comes and goes through the back door of her house.

2. On a literal stance: Having Anal Sex. "When Morrison and Plant were around, anal sex was even more taboo than it is today, and society was even more likely to blow its top (no pun intended) when someone mentioned anal sex."

3. 'Back door' is in the way of SNEAKING into concerts, usually the "back door man" helps to get another in. "Sneaking" and "Back door" on two different meanings, joining as one.

As a Major doors fan there’s just too many references throughout several songs that led us to believe it only means one thing. The Affair stance. My case in point brings me to the song "The Spy." The version of this song Live At The Boston Arena, Morrison adds on how his woman’s been bad, he's seen her with another man." Even without that clip, the song alone talks about "know knowing deepest secret fears, I'm a spy, I can see, what you do, and I know." If you know Morrison, you know his ways. Wild.

That's one way I believe it's just a reference to having an affair, sneaking out the back, and being Morrison.  The second reasoning is mentioned in the article. In the song "Back Door Man", when Morrison sings out:  "You men eat your dinner. Eat your pork and beans. I eat more chicken any man ever seen", it shows that the wife is feeding him better than her own husband. - As mentioned. "I'm a back door man, The men don't know, But the little girl understand" Sure, I don't doubt it was meaning and being the anal aspect as well, being it was the 60's and it was Jim. But after all, Jim Morrison is all for words!



And if you really ask me- thinking of scandalous Morrison is way more exciting as the what may first seem obvious.+ ::wink::

at night we give ourselves to the moon

your stranger like touch;
one whiskey like glow that could out shine the moon-
at high noon it will no longer matter.
those ungodly things-
mark my body as a home.
i keep you around my finger;
like a rubber band to a thought.

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being my friend involves: brain tweakers

Randomly at 12:00 at night I texted a random selection of people asking them to "Name a song right now..." Some took it literal and gave me current hits on the radio, while others gave me funny, bizzarre, random, wildest songs. Some gave reasons why the chose it. Some cheated and gave more than one. It made me laugh to see what everyone chooses and who chose what. It also made me laugh to see how each person took that question. I got to learn a lot about certian people and see where their heads are at. I know some real fucks! :) And Some are even gonna make it to the ipod!

Brien McCarthy said - Put it down on me - 50
Jaime C - Baby got back - Sir Mix A lot
Joe Lee - All you need is love - the beatles
Cassel - Wild Thing - Jimi Hendrix
Grace - Pretty girl rock - Kery Hilson
Sycko- Pretty girl rock - Kery Hilson
Tj- i need a dollar - aloe blacc
Jon Clue- Transylvanian Hunger
Carolyn- Barnacles - Ugly Casanova
Rick p- hahaha umm Fire Work - Katy Perry....where did that come from and where have you been all my life?  i said it cause it was the last song i heard on the radio i swear im not gay haha"
Caroll- Gone till Novemeber - wyclef
Nils- Your Touch - The Black Keys
Bj and Chad- Achilles Last Stand -led Zeppelin
Mike Dirt-  "Dig up her bones- The Misfits. Whats with the back from the dead call?"
- also "Une San Lumiere" - Arcade Fire
get ready: "for real" - Okkervil River,
 "Love Burns" - B.R.M.C
Take you on a cruise- Interpol
"love will tear us apart- Joy Division
"Torches Together" - MewithoutYou
"Twilight" - The Raveonettes
"Maps" - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"bloc party"- This Modern love
"remind me" - Royskopp
Meazy said - " Getting jiggy with it" - Will Smith , I just played it at the bar on the juxebox it gets everyone jumping.
Johnny p- Warmth - Incubus
Cinematic - Umm The Xx remix of "you've got the love"....why?
Brooklyn Steve- A violent yet beautiful world - Au Revoir Simone
Twang One- Can we still be friends - Todd Rundgren
Sevo- he was knocked out.
Natlie- Crazy - Areosmith
Lexi- first that comes to mind is, Say My Name - Destinys Child



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thing(s) 2.

^ that made me laugh.

. my brain is in over load today, can barley keep up

. i just sewed an old sweater back up and added a new look to it with big brown buttons.
 its good as new again!

. i accidentally stole a pair of earrings....from a thrift shop. so many good wrongs.

. my car is so mad that i've been driving it everywhere latley

. my brothers feet smell so bad, that i am mad at him.

. twice this week i've been called 'wacky' and i take it as a compliment

. i really love hoopties and beards

. i made a cool beaded necklace

. Pasty Cline forever makes me think of times at my dads. He would cook and have her on
in the background.

. I'm really drifting away from long island

. If a turtle looses it's shell is it homeless or naked?! o_O

. i do just about everything in my car, from watching movies to putting on deorderant.

. i miss how chilling is, in CT.
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things-

I hate when I go to the pantry, to the refrigerator and then back to the pantry and act like something is going to better then the last time i was just there...

the music i start to clean my room with is always the total opposite at the ending time of room cleaned.

i think in words.

if your a passenger and i like you, i'll most likely play the baseline of the song on your legs.

i get happy legs when i'm happy.

my best friend and i have the most mind blowing conversations up and down 110.
i will most likely call you at random points, pick you up and make you ride for a drive...

i have absolutely no sense of direction and just shoot and pray for the best

i'm slightly in love with my Turkish gas station attendant.

which is odd because i always feel like a gas station murder would be so amazing and cant
believe is hasn't happened yet (?) that i kinda freak out because thats the thought i get EVERYTIME
at a gas station that i lock my doors keep the window open a crack and push in my car lighter.

i still hate the process of putting sheets on the bed.

as mush as i love words, i dont read as much as you'd think.

i have a hard time understanding how "LOL" and things like "Snooki' are real life things.

i answer my phone "HUH-LOW?!" many will think i'm pissed.

i don't know how to not whip my car around turns, it's almost impossible.

tooday was not real.

old and new woken too-
p's and q's and fuck you's
ditched and scooped-
realizing someone taking intrest
and someone not intrested.
scrambled eggs and i'm not talking the breakfast food.

snowed in family divided by days
feversleeves trips to the movies
next online to realize the obnoxious not stoned
brats would be in the same room and we yelled
fuck it and left to hit off alarms and ask for something
good to happen and the radio says right from the start
PEOPLE ARE STRANGE WHEN YOU'RE---

i realized the best molecular  feeling is when you're  baggy sweats
fall down your calf when you are laying on you're stomach and playing
with someone elses christmas gift: THE SIMS who had a beard
and your tube socks are there to cover the cold winter's storm.

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fucking little things....they get on you.

and then i was thought of when someone saw this:

and i was honored.

to someone else thinking my "my taste for space" was like this:


and I misread it and thought it was my hip hop wanted so i said i'm more like........:



.....and whats wild is this is only one day.

38 24 thirty sevennnnnnnnnnn+

Some flyguy came up to my register and dropped my government: Bonita Appleb(a)um
then said........."YOU GOTTA PUT ME ON!"

So here it is +

these always seem like a good idea-

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: bluepoint blue beery beer.
2. last phone call: Mom.
3. last text message: chandra.
4. last song you listened to: i forget but i know Bone thugs came on.....
5. last time you cried: really don't know.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = kinda sort of?
7. been cheated on = maybe.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nah.
9. lost someone special = yes.
10. been depressed = lindsay lohan's is jail...we're bored.
11. been drunk and threw up = 4loko is battery acid.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. forest green
13. Black
14. mustard yellow.


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend?: sure.
16. Fallen out of love?: clean itup.
17. Laughed until you cried? oh for sure.
18. Met someone who changed you?: i'll give you that.
19. Found out who your true friends were?: ok.
20. Found out someone was talking about you?: don't we all?
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list ?: oh come on.


GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: surprising a lot, but that doesnt mean i'll keep ya!
24. Do you have any pets: i always used to say Andrew.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Legos and jim morrison books!
27. What time did you wake up today: double digits.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading with a candle!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: kat and i to finally follow through with our ideas haha
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: the time to which i was born in.
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing. and thats super odd.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: peeping.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: right now i'm mellow as shit.
35. Most visited webpage: google.
37. Nicknames: petrone. roria. fee fee. and for the rog(d)ers: big titiouous.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac Sign: aries.
40. He or She?: She
41. Elementary? like 5 too many to name.
42. Middle School? all partsof ny and ct.
43. High School? everyschool from ny to ct.
44. Hair Color? Original? red brown black in one.
45. Long or short? long!
46. Height? size nook.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? mike rowe dirty jobs.
48: What do you like about yourself? i laugh at my own laugh.
49. Piercings? done to one.
50. Tattoos? 4
51. Righty or lefty? Righty but barley.
52. First surgery = problem child.
53. First piercing = ears.
54. First best friend = daisy?
55. First sport you joined = the couch. never in my life did i play a sport.
58. First pair of trainers = if by that you mean bra, yeah i had to skip that trend.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating - Nothing.
60. Drinking - Nothing.
61. I'm about to – relax.
62. Listening to – noth.
63. Waiting for – the sun.
64. Want kids?- i'll cross that bridge when i get there.
65. Get Married? - again above.
66. Career? "high tech low life" - george carlin. rip.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = beards.
68. Hugs or kisses = remote.
69. Shorter or taller = thicker.
70. Older or Younger = the young is fucked.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = wild hair.
73. Sensitive or loud = mental.
74. Hook-up or relationship = borrowed.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = house broken.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = one and only mission.
77. Drank hard liquor = cought.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = my glasses are always lost so they are never worn.
79. Sex on first date = no mam'.
80. Broken someone's heart = perhaps.
81. Had your own heart broken =  i;m sure.
83. Turned someone down = eek.
84. Cried when someone died = i did.
85. Fallen for a friend = thats a different business that im stockin in.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = on good hair days.
87. Miracles = change purse.
88. Love at first sight = i'll give you two guess's first one doesnt count.
89. Heaven = in my burrito.
90. Santa Claus = sannnnn deeee claws?!
91. Kiss on the first date= You'll have to work.
92. Angels = LSD.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf at once? the fact thats a real statement is so sad. come on world.
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? i haven't gotten one.
95. Did you sing today? yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? Not my scene.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? i dont know actaully.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? i dont remember last year.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? thats a huge thing.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? no.

it's not goodbye, it's see you later!

took a smoke break from packing and it look's like this:

black medic.

I, only knew of the known secret.
the dirt under my fingernails would have given me in.
I have questions that I'm afraid your tongue can't answer.
he exhaled slow-
the second hand air, danced across the skin of my cheek.
i have your eyes and your smile,
but i don't have your back.
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measure twice, cut once.

how do you measure worth?
i'm finding it extremely hard to do such.
value, trust, and honesty is what i'm weighing
you all come with so much baggage
that i can't decipher who will dance or hang it up.


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+ i've been stuck in my head this whole month.
i need the 20th to come already. family and islands.

place thoughts?

2 lumps of sugar.

fits of forgiveness for every bitch and bastard-
your all common denominators.
awake with the same damn smile
fix yourself,
it's tiring and rude.
your ways, we don't care about the death or the triumph.
my name is victoria and i've forgotten logic and how to tell time.

wild, is in the winter winds.

we used to wait for it.
the magnetic moon, never seemed so dull.
we were raised by wolves,
and we are still wild.
you go so far.
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i give myself a headache.

. this weather is perfect today, i wish it were to stay.
. i could live a life winter free.
. i am all my father.
. i don't want to meet someone who can't drive in my car with me just listening to music.
. i spend my days off like most humans should but don't because they are ran by corporate.
. all most every dog i meet loves me.
. i will judge you on your taste in music.

Gloria Roria.

"Hey you know what's really weird? Los Angles California has the best landscape and climate and all that but New York has the grooviest people!" - Jim Morrison

Roria: A nickname that i commonly go by when i'm upstate. My Dad gave me this name ever since I was a kid, in fact I don't even recall him ever using my real name. Deli men, family members, Teachers, Family friends all know me as Roria. The irony is that my dad being if not a bigger doors head than i am - but a song called "Gloria" is a minor staple of where it originated from. I can relive days truckin' in my dads Bronco, and him singing "ROOOORIA!" instead of "Gloria" There's a lot of significance as to why I am a fan, not only for the best music made and lyrical trip but it's a sense of home for me. It might not come off as anything to anyone but to me, it's just a place where my head can go and be immaculately in tune with all i know, my mind, body. Home. I definitely see it as a spiritual awakening, like i've said before no two feelings are alike but when i listen, but they match up and make perfect sense. Anyways, I ment to originally blog about the fact I accidentally drove more than 3 blocks with my foot on the break because I got so into the live version of Gloria. For those of you that don't know it....Jim does what he does and gets raunchy and yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh road that break! hahahaahaha i laughed at myself.

You were my queen and I was your fool,
Riding home after school.
You took me home
To your house.
Your father's at work,
Your mama's out shopping around.
Check me into your room.
Show me your thing.
Why'd you do it baby?

Getting softer--slow it down
Now you show me your thing.
Now why don't you wrap your lips around my cock baby!
Wrap your legs around my neck,
Wrap your arms around my feet,
Wrap your hair around my skin.

I'm gonna eat ya honey, im gonna  eat ya baby
i'm gonna huhhhhh--all right, ok, yeah.
It's getting harder--It's getting too darn fast
Come on, now, let's get it on.
it's gonna rip you in two
Too late, too late, too late, too late, too late,

Make me feel all right!

Keep the whole thing going, baby!

+ I just cant get enough!

a bad idea is all you'll be.

don't follow my lead
against your rules
against your walls
against your skin
she'll make a devil out of you.
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dusty jewl.

i dont know what it is i want
but i know what i don't want.

an equal balance of healty-ness.

" i'm an asshole as much as i am nice "

- me.

meet me in the powder room.

and you'll keep asking me questions
and i'll keep lying with my flower covered words
boy, you've got the clouded eyes -
you pour your love out of the cereal box.
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